June 3, 2003
Cairo

2pm
Eid arrived at 7am this morning to see Anjie before she left. While we were eating, he pulled out of his pocket some crumpled up bad drawings of mine that I had thrown in the trash at the hotel in Luxor as well as some notes that Liz had thrown out. I was not very happy about that. I'm paranoid enough as it is and the thought of someone going through my trash really disturbs me. Plus they were bad drawings and I didn't want anyone to see them !!! :{ Why does he keep this stuff ?

8pm
Woke up from a nap, Eric's not back from work yet and Anjie's gone. Trying to repress feelings of panic. It's been so long since I lived alone and now I will be living alone in a forgein country where I don't speak the language and I only know one other person. Going to have to get used to being by myself again. Still worried about not making any friends. Stared at my AIM buddy list hoping for someone to login. No one did. Sux.